The battle

So today I had a dr. appt. basically nothing has changed from last time I was checked which is good. He told me at this point if I were to go into labor he would not do any thing to stop me. So I guess that is good to....but I am struggling because- now even though I know I shouldn't get up and get every thing done that has been driving me crazy, I really WANT too. Since he didn't say keep up the bed rest I am having this inner battle, every part of me wants to get this baby here.....and then there is mike and a tiny sane part of me that knows its still to early and that the ultimate goal is to have a healthy strong baby, which means stay down for a couple more weeks. Until then I find myself acting like a child and sneaking in cleaning work while Mike is gone, only to feel totally yucky after wards and see his dissapointed face when he comes home. both stink. so yes I may blog every day but I guess thats what a girl has to do when she can't sit still.